Showing posts with label Nature. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nature. Show all posts

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Droughts and Fasting



My first few days of the challenge have been interesting. I've tried some interesting new foods (the kind of things that my sponsored child in Ghana would eat), cut down on portion sizes for certain meals, and tried to focus on plainer/more natural/cheaper foods. In addition to the diet changes I've changed up my working habits somewhat. Instead of starting an evening of cleaning offices by turning on podcasts, I play soothing Gregorian chants and try to concentrate on prayer. I struggle with my thoughts constantly straying, but I feel better just for shutting off the constant barrage of information and letting myself think. 

Ideas happen to come to you when you think, and one idea that came to me recently concerned the drought that has been plaguing Northwest Arkansas (the whole Midwest, actually) for several months. Record high temperatures for weeks on end, no rainfall, the sun beating down like a hammer and cloudless skies laughing cruelly in our faces--it's been a time of testing. This summer has taught us several important things:

Friday, August 3, 2012

Meaninglessness and the Artist's Glory




I suppose it’s easy to believe in the Big Bang and evolution…when you’re sitting inside reading textbooks. But when you step outside, when you walk down paths surrounded by trees that flame in a thousand shades of orange, when you walk beside pools as still as solid glass that gleam with the fallen jewels, when you prick your finger on a sculpted thorn or try to understand the cheeps and splutters of an angry songbird, that’s when you realize God’s creative genius.

In Jesus lies the creativity of all peoples and all ages, the infinite supply of originality, wit, pleasure, purpose, genius, efficiency, and care. Every artist from Vivaldi to Van Gogh, from Michelangelo to Melville, claimed only a part of our Lord’s creativity, skill, and capacity for wonder. Only walk in a field of grass, with papery dried seed pods dangling and fluttering in the wind, and pick one plant, then one pod cluster, then one piece of the cluster, then open to reveal one tiny, dark, slender brown seed and see the intricacies of that tiniest of things, and remember that every pod, every piece, every cluster, every plant, every field on earth has a seed as beautiful as this one, and marvel.

It’s just like the movies: set designers create a scene with such depth of detail, such painstaking accuracy, that 99% of viewers will never notice half of what they see. Hundreds of hours of work, millions of dollars are poured into making every frame a rich, complete experience. And why? Is it because they enjoy sweating blood over details that will never be appreciated, or because they’re paid extra for attention to perfecting the invisible? The only explanation is love—love for the work, love for the purpose, love for the actors, love for the audience.

Why didn’t He create a dystopia, the sort of world we imagine in a more technologically advanced future? Why isn’t this a bleak and featureless world that works like a motor, grinding out sustenance and subsequent generations with the ease and monotony of a canning factory?  Could He have accomplished His Will for the world without beauty, without spectacle, without awe? Perhaps. Could He have daily communicated His overwhelming love for mankind in a better way? I think not. The frivolity, the triviality, the playfulness, the lighthearted whimsy of the world we live in—with all its exotic insects, curious plant life, hidden gemstones, all its capacity for sensation, confusion, and enjoyment—shows that there must be a brazen artist behind this earth.

I see two horses running, running as if they’re just so happy they can’t help themselves, around and around their pasture. Why do they run? Why do they toss their manes and kick clods of dirt into the air in an attempt to go ever faster towards no goal whatsoever? It’s pointless, meaningless, and yet it’s the entire meaning behind the horse. If they were only something like an engine, no more than a mechanical  mode of transportation, they would not be what God created them to be; instead they are alive, strikingly and tangibly alive.

The whole world looks alive sometimes, from a smooth purple shell to a rainbow cast across the arc of the sky, and it’s because it was all created by something alive, something vibrantly, beautifully, unapologetically alive. Chance is no such god; an invisible principle guiding a random assortment of amino acids is nothing to worship, nothing to thank. And thanks must be given, it is required by the world around us, by every breath we breathe and every sound we hear and every texture we feel. The God we worship is alive, without Him nothing was made, without Him this is a world without meaning. Our world is full of meaningless trivialities, details that no one will ever notice, and so proves the glory and mastery of its loving artist.



- Originally posted on my writing blog, Opening My Vein


Saturday, March 17, 2012

Spring Has Sprung!


Happy St. Patrick's Day, everybody! I don't know if there's an early spring where you are, but here in Northwest Arkansas it feels like the middle of April already. I think last year at about this time we were under a few feet of snow....

Here are a few photos to celebrate the new season; there's plenty of green going on here! 






Thursday, February 2, 2012

Every Day, A Gift

  • Jesus said, "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not s the world gives do I give to you. do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful." (John 14:27)
  • I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. (Philippians 4:13)
  • There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love. (1 John 4:18)
  • A psychedelic shadow pattern
  • The grain of humor and pleasure from my brother's off-key singing
  • The fine lines of my Grandmother's hands, brought out by a sprinkling of flour
  • Soaring vultures, which look strangely picturesque
  • Our amazing camping trip in October, doing daring things!
  • Mr. Byron's hands, crinkled and spotted with memories
  • The wrinkled pages of my book, which remind me that I don't need to be perfect

  • The plan for my day out, written on a folded sheet of paper and unfolded to reveal a day of adventure
  • Someone to listen when I need to be heard
  • Someone to bear the burdens I can't possibly bear
  • Someone who knows my end from my beginning
  • Smoky blue clouds that provide the backdrop for a fiery sunset
  • Peanut M&Ms. Which I can resist.
  • Compassion's presentation materials, which bring hope and love to so many
  • Wonderful books from the library
  • Tiny birds nests, beautifully constructed from slender twigs
  • A love of learning inherited from my dad
  • Fleeting frost, soundlessly transforming the world and leaving unnoticed

Thursday, January 19, 2012

One Thousand Gifts

How thankful are you? No, really. How many times do you purposefully put a stop to whatever you're doing and give thanks for the beautiful things in your life, or even just pause a moment to take in the joy of everything that is around you? I know that I've been unforgivably ungrateful for far too long, and 2012 is the time to change that. 

Enter Ann Voskamp. She's an amazing woman who has written the New York Times Bestselling book One Thousand Gifts (she also blogs over at www.aholyexperience.com), which is "a dare to live fully right where you are." It's a book about the gifts that God gives us every day--too many to count--but she's trying to count some (1,000 per year, to be exact), and she's got a few thousand people doing it with her. I'm doing it too. 

She has recommendations for what to look for every day (download her creative ideas here), and if you follow her plan you're going to "collect" 1,000 gifts in a year's time. I got started late, but I've committed to writing down the gifts I'm given on a daily basis. Here's what I have so far:


Three things about myself that I'm grateful for: I have a great metabolism. I can spell very well. I can write creatively.


Something inside: My ginormous window seat. Something outside: Horses frolicking in the pasture. Something on a plate: A very creative meal when there was no food in the house

Lines I Overheard That Were Graces: "I love you, Abby." -Aaron; "Thank God for work." -Rod


A gift in my hand: Mrs. Joyce's camera. A gift I walked by: This apple pie. A gift I sat with: My laptop

Something sour: a bright orange tangerine that pops with flavor on my tongue. Something sweet: a conversation with Mr. Byron. Something Just. Right.: A bright green pine tree drooping over the road, covered in pine cones



Thursday, November 24, 2011

100 Reasons I Give Thanks

  1. I have a merciful Savior who loves me, warts and all.
  2. The leaves change color in the fall; they don’t have to, but they do.
  3. My mother is a creative person who “gets” me on so many levels and who loves me to death.
  4. My father is a humorous and loving man who provides well for our family and would do anything for us.
  5. My little brother may be a twerp sometimes, but he’s my twerp and I know that he loves me…deep down.
  6. I have a part-time job with my family that allows me to make a regular paycheck and have plenty of time to listen to books on my iPod.
  7. I am incredibly blessed to have so much extended family living nearby; my grandparents are amazing.
  8. Foggy mornings.
  9. While I may not have many friendships, the ones I have are deep and full of meaning, purpose, beauty, and laughter.
  10. I am in on the Goodwill Secret—and am not afraid to utilize my knowledge.
  11.  I have the freedom to experiment, to explore, to create a future that’s perfectly suited to me.
  12.  I have access to an awesome public library filled with thousands and thousands of books, DVDs, and audio CDs.
  13.  My country grants me freedom of religion, and I need have no fear to worship.
  14.  I am physically fit, capable of doing everything I want to do.
  15.  There are Panini sandwiches and gallons of pesto in the world.
  16.  I have been able to pursue a non-traditional education through homeschooling, CLEP and DSST tests, and online college.
  17.  Despite the fact that my body does not like my fingers and frequently attempts to sever them, I have never been seriously injured.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Stalking the Wild Forest Creature...

I was out for a leisurely after-supper walk with Mom's camera, simply admiring the green on the ground and the sunset in the sky. The air was soft, almost warm, and the whole world beckoned. Tromping through the carpet of fall leaves, I scrambled over fallen logs, snapped pictures of moss and ferns, and marveled at the beauty of an old, springtime forest. I knelt down on a rock shelf to photograph the view 


...and suddenly heard a rustling.


It wasn't a random kind of rustling--like the wind through the trees--and it wasn't a small rustling--like a squirrel or bird. It was very definitely a small animal rustling (if you've ever heard of ROUSs, you'll probably never walk through the woods the same way again, either). 


I listened hard, then saw something moving. I trained my camera lens upon the spot.




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